I'm quite sick tonight...so why am I on this computer? I'm missing Mark so much that I alternately am crying and wanting to kick down my walls. I'm in so much pain, both emotional and physical, that it's overwhelming. My tumors and neuropathic pain are so bad that I'm nauseous.
On nights like these Mark would rub my head until I could fall asleep. Somehow it made my pain better. I don't miss him because of the things that he did for me...I miss him for HIM! I don't know how I'm going to live without him. He was my heart. I will never forget when we met...never forget his wink when we married...I am absolutely lost without him.
Mark...wherever you are I miss you and love you.
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
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